Mental Mondays

So nothing has been happening recently, apart from the fact i haven't blogged at all due to the lack of functioning laptops, sometimes it just gets so annoying. I just have so much to say all at once. Elsewhere in the world of Becky nothing has been happening apart from music, clothes, boyfriend, friends, family, exams its kind of all systems go at the minute. This weekend has been good yesterday i spent the day with Steven watching films and today i am spending the day with the lovely Nessa, listening to some sick tunes good music. Tonight i am baby sitting such a bore lol hopefully i can just send them to bed and watch TV. I am so tired lately mom thinks i am anemic which would probably explain me always being such a bore, cough*. Pulse it has finally started to rain again, you know i really love lying in bed at night and listening to the rain beat hard against my window, sometimes it can be quite soothing. I am definitely growing accustom to my boyfriends dirty habits too not that that has anything to do with anything. Such a cutie. I have just finished another book called falling for you, i am turning into a real book worm and i love it. I also attained a place at college which i am really pleased about (finally!) My prom dress is nearly ready. And every things going well. You know what feeling when your really excited and you don't know why like Christmas accept you know Christmas is coming and this turns out to be a complete surprise... well i have that feeling. Lets hope i get a job soon so i can spoil everyone i love so much. money, listening? i break the rules often enough i should have learnt by now but no, i could literally be the queen qorm of gormvill! It is strange to think that a couple of months ago my mom didn't know how long she had left, i guess my prayers were all answered and now shes okay, better, healthy, strong even, defying gravity as it exists. And we are happy. My family are so strong, i am proud of that. So this is sweet. Christ i need a wee so i will post some more soon hopefully very soon when i have a computer. xx --B-- xx