Saturday, 27 February 2010

tonight i made dinner and Steven came!


I gots to tell you i am starting to feel like things might just be falling into place, and nothing is perfect but my god this is close I'm sure. no strings. just lovely. these times are fun, getting closer, growing apart.
sometimes i contemplate if the truth is better out? or not? someone please give me an answer? i, personally would want to know the truth even with all its complications but for people to lie and be fake, in my eyes is never on.
i really do love these times, opportunity lingers in the air and hopeful times ahead of us.
I Love You x


i am watching fantastic 4 x

Tuesday, 23 February 2010

Sweet

The Holidays are over and everything is go go GO! (go man go, the bridge game!)I am going to London tomorrow, i will be looking out for trends lmao not that i will see anything in a place politicians hag out lol times are good though just sorting out Lewis' IPod,i really can't believe he lent it to me of all people, i know how clumsy i am lol so i am going to get ready :D I am so happy xx

Thursday, 18 February 2010

The Airplane Song

I had a good time with Steven today wondering around town looking in almost every shop lol now Nessa's presents are all sorted, oh happy days!

Tuesday, 16 February 2010

I dont know how to love you more (L)

I have had a really nice day out with Vanessa, lmao one of the nicest days out in a while i love laughing, maybe not hysterically and in public and almost wetting myself but never the less a very funny day out. I wore heels up town and oh how i wish i could turn back the hands of time. Me and Vanessa walking round town like we had *shit* ourselves lmao. Ouch my feet! We just had to buy new shoes (not heels, ones that did not rub!) sweet hot chocolate and a honey tasting cookie subway to finish off all washed down with oasis and a huge dose of amazing shopping and fashion glamour. What else could you need? Socks? no we got them too :D overall a promising day out, its amazing how i never need to question some peoples friendship, Nessa my very best friend of all time, my boy stalking, clumsy, clever friend you make me LOL! From then till now. OOUCH MY FEET love you long time (L) xxxx

Sunday, 14 February 2010

The Golden Arches

I'm all out of blogging.

ouch!

Maybe i should stop for a bit.

I don't know everything seems to be the same, but different.

I wake up, do stuff, go to bed! Most of the time.

Yesterday was so fun, chilling with Steven all day and all night.

Then a very drunk anuty and uncle coming home which was funny, oh the joys of married life.

Overall i would say a very productive erm evening and yeah the day time too.

I think i have officially killed(no that's not the word) erm...(no still not good enough) killed and buried (no it needs more) Killed Buried, stomped and spat on the whole shopping experience for Steven now he officially hates it, nice work Becky.

Friday, 12 February 2010

simagit

Steven makes me lol xx

'no you don't'

'your retarded'

'that doesn't make sense'

'What your a virgin! oh!'

'no because i am going out with you, it makes perfect sence!! ohhhh!

*click *click *click

'thats what i thought'

(end of conversation)

I JOKE!!

Wednesday, 10 February 2010

In years x

Friends

Do we need them?

Sure we do, but only the good ones!

Whats the point in having friends if all they do is talk out you and gossip about areas of your own life, who needs them kind of friends? not me. So many cracks in the ball the light soon starts to shine through and people soon start to show their true colour. /good or bad?/

Always Bad?
Always Good?
Sometimes Cold?
Never Should?


Who makes the rules, in this place! something i will never understand, what person in this world puts themselves higher than anyone else to judge and say 'you can do this' 'you cant do that', does it make for a better world, where do answers come from and who made money, someone who wanted to cause trouble someone who wanted class division? who knows!

Questions i will take to my grave, secrets too.
What purpose is there of this world, the life of me and you?

Tuesday, 9 February 2010

Sweet

Lmao today has been very mad, i really do think i got pulled out of every lesson today no joke lmao so, flowers, food and all things sweet i wish the blogger's of the world a Good Night xx

Saturday, 6 February 2010

Dare to be Different

So these days everything is happening all at once, that's what it feels like, things can’t happen fast enough. I have so many things floating around my mind i should really jot them down, which i suppose that is what a blog is for, but lately i haven't even had time to do that. Despite this i am always finding new things to do. It’s nice these days to spend time with friends, family and Steven (it’s funny how he falls into his own category).
So then, i really like the crisp air nowadays the way it nips at your nose the time to hug people and drink tea. Even though i am not a huge fan of the cold i still like this time of the year, i feel it can go one of two ways, it can bring people closer or drive people apart. I lack motivation. I have motivation. I feel loyal and devoted to my work. People are worrying me also at the moment, people who have so much to live for and are keeping secrets, failing to see how they are important. I need to see these people more often.
It actually makes me physically sick when people want things they cannot have and just expect them to happen without them taking any course of action or not working for their things. It is strange how people think they can have whatever they want whenever they want it. I don’t like people who think they know me when they clearly don’t and i do not express all of my private life to the public, like most people who don’t, there are just something’s that should be kept behind closed doors. So some people don’t know me and do not understand me and it is these people that never will.
We are doing this poem in English called ‘Defying Gravity’ it has really opened my eyes and i do really like it however depressing people may think it is.
Having nothing to do is the most tedious thing in the world. Things may annoy you. You may break down. You always have to remember that there is so poor bastard out there who is much worse than you, and that my friend is what they call life.
Note To Self: May i also add, very quickly to what has been an extensive rant, that being head girl is harder than it looks, but very, very worth it! :D

Here is a picture of my Winter Wonders, I know what you’re thinking, mad to wear a skirt, in this weather? But note that is completed with a long cardigan, thick black tights and a scarf, you got to dare to be different, Right?



This picture is of Vanessa’s charm bracelet, a totally stunning family air loom. I love how the focus is on the charm at the back. For me it says that something’s can be right in your face and they are all you see but if you look a little bit closer and focus you can see something beautiful something back from the rest , like a diamond in the rough. (And also the iPod in the far background which has grown to be Vanessa’s trade mark!)



This final picture is a sample of cakes my mom created from a cake sale in our school, i have decided to make little thing to sells to people for valentines’ day and these cakes are just too cute... Enjoy!

Tuesday, 2 February 2010

I've always wanted this.

Its not a dream anymore, its worth fighting for!

This one, Buckatree Hall Hotel if that's what you can call it


...or...

This one, The Park House Hotel, complete with friendly staff, fresh interior and very photogenic scenery...



No competition? ha that's what i thought! xx

Monday, 1 February 2010

oh

My mom used to wear glasses bigger than her head lol well not literally :D

i am watching head over heals and i need a cup of tea, night night xx