Hey pretty face, welcome to the Human race

Things happen that change life in an instant i need to shape my future.

Blah.

Goodnight.

Suck my dick!

Yes i am tired, and have a busy week ahead, i hate arguments and fall outs.
Jess is blasting music yeah! so nothing has really happened today, nothing important anyway really. i hate people not telling the truth to people to, there is no need for it, if people have something to say they should just say it. xx

Shhweetheart (L)

Had a really nice day today i woke up fairly late and decided to chill and then my parents were going to hoo farm and i said oh one second please and went on msn to Steven and was like 'you want to do something today'? and i literally had two minutes until they were leaving so it was decided a movie day at Steven's it was really nice like to spend some time with him and just completely be myself, nothing is hidden and he is just so straight to the point its funny. We watched some films and talked it was lovely and it was nice to spend an unexpected extra hour with him. Eating cold Indian from the night before, like a true student but really who can afford Indian at uni? lol then i went to watch Ellie swimming where nan and Steve came after we went home and had a lovely Sunday dinner cooked by the daddy and now i can happily say i am chilling... what a weekend.

today with ness (yesterday) late/early post

lmao me and Nessa are gorms but i love it a really nice day i think, and now... i am broke again that sucks but things are good. :]

Oh no...Oh yes

Oh no. Time is fast and there is not much of it!
Oh no. Pain actually hurts.
Oh yeah. she's FIT.
Oh yeah. i can flirt.
Oh no. People are always dieing, unnecessarily.
Oh yes! School is almost over!

It is always more complicated, yet so simply?

I am drinking water in the hope it will make me healthy. Sad i know. :D

Sports Relief is funny...

night night xxx

Why so wank?

Today has been some what event full!
In all fairness i would rather remember the good times so today after school
in science we made hot drinks and took them up to the ICT Zone that was an effort within itself because we all decided to have a race and we ran so there really wasn't much left in the cup when we got to the zone.
Then i was talking to amber and turned round and had a mouthful of Stevens tea in my face, he was chocking and so i guess it had to come out, just wrong place wrong time scene, story of my life *cough*cough.
I still laughed because it was really really funny.
and know i am at home just pondering on ideas and thoughts and not really knowing where it is taking me but enjoying it.
Oh and sleep my bed is becoming more inviting by the minute, i love to sleep!
And the time is only 7.53pm what? school is tiresome work lol
Goodnight world xxx

The Fire, now thats more like it!

My name is Rebecca,
David Cameron, one day yeah i will tell him what i think of this country and that Gordon Brown is doing just fine on his own.
Today was funny fighting with the boys and knowing we would lose, still funny though to watch everyone pined to the ground and i say everyone i mean the girls!!
-Violence is fun-

Don't you think it is... complex how when you look at someone and make judgments when you really know nothing about them and like you can think their life is so simply and really every family has deep sometimes dark secrets!

I need sleep and with that comes the weird and wonderful, good night blogger's xx

Goodnight to the world x

today has been okay yesterday i was on the phone to Steven for three hours... i don't want to see my dads face when he gets the bill. and Freddie in skins noo, totally shocked now what will effy do? it's sad how TV can have such a big influence in our lives. Today i finally got my prom dress sorted. nice. i think i am going mad! tomorrow i am going to wales sleep time for now, night night xxx

Whats the name of the Game?

Me and my mother are totally loving rihanna - russian roulette.

"I'll put my hands over your eyes, but you'll peak through"

I haven't really attempted to blog in a while due to lack of time really.
So thought i would make a special effort...
...things are good

Like good, and i have more effort now and more inspiration to do things however i feel this could not have come at a worse time because i am completely broke, but still it's good. Inspiration lies in the Heart. I'm Winning. I managed to get three 'B's yesterday one in my English Literature and two in my Science one of which i was one mark of an 'A'. More Fool Me. OK.

'You had a good day love?'

Smile :D

My Blogs are becoming more random by the minute i swear one day they will just be single words.

My mom's on the phone, good news? Results are in, Hope with a capital H.


Still the prom needs sorting.

What's the voice?

What's the voice inside my head telling me to do irrational things? Who speaks to me, to inform me? To tell me, to question me to congratulate me to help me? Who!? What person is without this voice? What person is with this voice? Is it me?
You know the things that you say in your head you want nobody to ever hear, we all have them, the things not even a blogger could hold.

Destruction.

How bad must something be? what makes bad? definition of bad? Bad = life ending? is that bad, it happens to everyone in the end!

Death.

Full Stop. what can you say about it in the end we are always defeated.

i am worried. upset, frustrated, calm, collective, angry, ashamed and most of all scared.

too young!

plus may i mention it shouldn't have to happen, life is the most amazing experience someone can undertake and yet in one clean sweep we could be struck out. so fragile yet so strong.

My Mind careful constructed down to the last 'T'. But its bursting at the seams, so much to do and such little time. everything is becoming muffled and nobody knows whats what? i don't know whats what?

i need to have strength, the power, the will to help. too continue...

Sluggish.

That's what i am, SLUG to the ISH! constantly questioning, constantly answering?
So NOW what?
to laugh or to cry? or to just do both because you don't really know what to do.
to eat to smile to talk like nothing is wrong, the world is still spinning. Great!

Tired.

FULL STOP!