Yes!! off to spain in less than 6 hours, is it really worth going to sleep?
See y'all when i get back!! xxx

A touch of exceptional

I literally haven blogged in a while only because i haven't had any energy, being ill sucks! Everything is Rosy at the minute, just working lots... pay day tomorrow :-) I totally cannot wait! This is the week leading up to the holiday, which i am very excited about, i still need to pack my bag. oops! I love it, i think that i have way too many cloths at the minute. Parties by the pool, that's what i am looking forward too :-) Sweet, post you later xxxx

It's true :-)

Now that i have a moment to myself i can gladly make a blog. Yesterday i have no idea what i did? pretty much just did nothing i think. Today we went to Eleanor's sports day where she came second in the running race :) We were glad the weather was okay for the morning. Nan and Steve came to see her even though Steve has had a hip replacement. We went back to their house and had a lovely dinner yummy, eggy bread :-) Nicer than it sounds honest. We finished there around 2ish after reminiscing old school memories :-) i like it! I am really looking forward to tomorrow, a day with the girls :P SWEET!!

To do list:

• Enjoy time of in the summer.
• Have more time with the girls.
• Get birthday presents.
• Get a camera.
• Get results.
• Have my first day at college.
• Fall in love.

A simple story

Today has been really good. I actually got up early for a change :-) I went to see Steven who has been putting many hours in at work recently, we watched a film 'the book of love'!. We then decided to mission it to McDonald's, i love food! After which we came home and i met his grandparents, i could put money on the fact they won't like me. Mom had her hospital appointment today and wont tell me what was said. Dad went to the shops to get us some yummy snacks :P i will be fat, one of these days! I have finally cleaned my room after a five day agonising attempt. Now i am very tired so will blog some more when things happen. Oh yeah and Steven brought me a really nice jumper :-) haha it is lovely, so thought full of him he knows i am always cold :-) Good Night Blogger's xxx

Fuck Sake

Today i went to the funeral. It was so sad, one of the worst i have been too. I also went to work at 5 i am so tired. McDonald's afterwards, i am so unhealthy. I can't remember the last time i saw or spoke to Steven. Sometimes you give people exactly what they want and they will always manage to throw it back in your face. Call you the name of a person you hate, then not apologise. Today i realised that life is far too short for people to complain. Today i saw my aunt and cousins who i haven't spoken to for six years, and i thought that life was too short too ignore them, so i braved it. I told her exactly who i was, and too my surprise she hugged me and started crying in the middle of my shift. I wanted to be the bigger person, i wanted to be brave, i wanted to face the world. i wanted someone to tell, i wanted someone to listen, i wanted someone to care enough to listen to my story while i was telling them, but i guess you can't have your cake and eat it right? I would really like to catch up with my friends sometime. I am actually so sad right now, sitting around for the phone to go, or to get a message, why do people always leave me hanging? I will give it to at least one in the morning, even though i have to get up at 7 in the morning, i would do it for him. Fuck it i am going to bed no one gives a shit to ask, i guess i will climb the wooden hill alone to a family that are well in to the land of nod! Good night xxx

Jess

Sorry that i haven't kept this up, it's not even because i lack the time now it is because i lack the effort. I am loving this life. Today i told my mom and i think it went down okay. I love him. I am so grateful for everything in my life at the moment i never want it too end. Nothing is really going on at the minute, Jessica is doing really well at school and has really come out of her shell now that i have left school. She no longer lives in the shadow of me nor is she 'becky's little sister' she is Jessica Hill her own person which i love. Beauty sleep calls, Good Night :-) xxx

Ironically

Perfect...

Doesn't my baby look smart? This is the only picture that we had together all night :-) and i love it! Thank you kim. Plus Kim i hope you dont mind i used your photos on here because i dont have any.

This week has been very good. Going into college for the tester week in a way i like how it has now finished, lye in here i come!! :-) It has been a memorable week for me. I have changed. Ready for college and the challenges that live is guaranteed to throw at me. Yesterday i brought a white dress for summer, now it signifies something of a darker light. Sometimes it hurts. I would gladly do it again :-) which makes me laugh. Recently i have seen more of Steven while now seeing him really at all which says a lot. College is already opening up so many different opportunities, excitement is something that runs through my veins. This weekend i am working but am hopeing to catch up with some people. I am currently looking after Eleanor, while dad is at work, mom is at the hospital, jessica is shopping away with nan so all fun! Ellie is just so messy :-) This next week i have nothing planned i dont think so yeah fun stuff here are some more pictures from prom! xx