To love, let there be love.

It is too hot for me. Now that you have gone away i can come out of my shell and breath. Why did i have to get involved in this thing called love. It is complicated and means more than my words care to explain. Although i truly enjoy it, i sometimes question my own values. In the past my relationships have never been straight forward. I don't want to look in the past, i want to stride a head in to the future. I am constantly thinking of bad things which is never attractive. If i could talk to my boy then i would, but the truth is he is no where to be found. And the truth hurts. Drama in my life is something i would like to avoid at all costs. I would like some of the simplest things, things that are free and leave an ever lasting mark upon us. Like Love and happiness, combined can be the most magical spell of all. (magic fools even the cleverest of people?). I 'love' many things, and i certainly love life. My Life. To the extent that sometimes i believe i was born for a reason.

My baby, whom i do love, and although i constantly seem to be in two opposite minds, he is the one thing i would never question: to see someone who is what they say they are makes a remarkable change to my journey, to meet someone who cares enough about you to love you and cherish you, keep you happy and would never do anything to hurt you means that they deserves my attention.

The sun has gone behind the clouds but still leaves it's mark upon the earn. It allows all things to live and to thrive. The sun is a giant star that doesn't shine at night. It allows light on earth to shine on yours and his face. To see, let there be light. To love, let there be love.