Happy Happy Happy

All smiles as you do :-) Had a really good time on Saturday at Kelly's moms wedding, got slightly drunker than i had hoped and ended up staying the night at Stevens (not complaining :P ) In other news i have a bet with my girls to not bitch for a whole week, what do they think it am :-) i do love them :-) Also that is it xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Ready for the show down!

Yesterday me and Steven had an Indian take out it was really lovely and then watched a chick flick of my choice :p, bless him it was 2 weeks notice a film i must have seen at least 20 times not that he knows that :-) then tonight is our bonfire so to nan and grandad's it is, i love it when the family comes together :-) Nails painted hair sort of done after fainting with it still wet, silly me! Bring on tonight!!! see you xxxx

Mission

Don't you think that sometimes you are exactly who you are for a reason? That nobody in this world should try and change you or for that matter even want to. Nobody is perfect of course. Why is it that all of my waking hours i feel i should be bettering myself to become a better person and on the other hand i wish people would just accept me for me! Sometimes i want change. I want to feel completely at ease and normal and happy, but the truth is life doesn't and never has worked that way. I want to stop hating people, but that is just me. I don't really hate i just you know dislike, a lot for that slight period of time. Afterwards of course i am fine and rather resent myself. There is a dull aching pain in my chest, it feels quite heavy and all i can think is, i have so fucking much to do, so many things to think of, so many events coming up. Nothing takes these things of my mind. I work for the money, I go to college to please and to hopefully get a good job to earn money. But the truth be told i don't want to any more.

BlackPool Shots

Tired

Today this household has been manic to say the least and now we prepare for more guests. My nails are painted ready for Halloween :-) let the parties begin!
Sitting here watching spider man, lovely family evening. Steven's of to a party, lucky him. (in the dark) looking forward to work tomorrow. xxx

Music, Music, Music

Half term
Ace Friends
Lack of money
Looking for something
Officially happy
With people i love
Extra original
Even in winter
Never awake.

Humans

Today has been okay Human Biology was actually really good Steven's is ill i think and lots of work needs doing. I went on a bike ride tonight and i also got an electric shock my bad :-) night night xx

;-)

Yesterday was fun i did basically all day apart from a spot of shopping then went to Tin Tin's with Steven's family lol it was really nice then went to Steven's afterwards to talk and so on it was nice just the two of us again considering i actually haven't seen him in ages :-) Now currently trying to sort out college essays/books/equipment - /life! Working some crazy ass hours this week :-) (L) speak soon xx

The 17th

Haven't blogged in a while and now that i have some time off i can let you know what has been going on recently/ the whole of summer. Started College finding it actually quite hard quite boring quite lonely and generally shit! So much for a new start i basically hate it. In other news today is Jessica's 14th birthday and she has been so excited, so yes massive party tonight a chance to get whats that, pissed? oh yeah that's the one. Steven has also moved in to the new house words cannot express how thrilled i am yay! Nothing much has happened since you yes :-) xx

Yes!! off to spain in less than 6 hours, is it really worth going to sleep?
See y'all when i get back!! xxx