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Hey guys, I'm still ill and these days seem to be blending together. My head it getting stronger the further i go like i am developing. Today i really haven't been able to do anything watching endless amounts of films one after the other just because i can. Not much good it will do me but i like that fact that i can do it. Cups of tea and ice cream not the best combination but good nevertheless. Sleepy time yum i love this weather. Night Night xxx

Bring on the summer!

Today has been amazing one of my favorite days in a while, getting up early walking everywhere eating, talking, playing games, skimming stones, feeding ducks. A really nice day even though i didn't fell very well, then thought i wouldn't make it, but with Nessa's help i did. Amber, Matt, Allan, Shellby, Nessa, Steven and I! Good times. Unfortunately i had to come home because i really needed a wee! Now i am simply enjoying the sun and chilling. Now that school is officially over i am much more happy. yes!

Oh well you know love

cry like you have never cried baby girl because your allowed to. I would rather die on a day like today because the heavens are already open. I need to stop pressing the red button and answer that would help. I fell out with my baby and it hurts a lot i just want somebody to talk to but sometime it's like nobody understands. Many hurtful and destroyable things have been said it's so so hurtful. I'm. so. Sorry xxx

Oh Dear, i am such a lost cause!

This weekend has been beautiful going to Kelly's yesterday which was fun, getting drunk was awful and then waking up this morning and really wishing i hadn't drunk at all. Today i have revised and then saw Steven for a little bit and now my food is almost ready it smells so yummy, i still feel sick!

today has been SHIT!!!!

sleep x

today the inspectors were in and it went well, get well soon kimface :-) we leave next week for sure, nice. things are hard for me at the moment and i dont know why its like this feeling i cant describe. i need some tea babe. night night xx

dont blame it on the sunshine...

yeah so been away this weekend and it was so hot i have been cooked... nice!  really nice weekend away to the caravan, relaxing just bloody lovely. xxx good night xxx

Because sometimes you piss me off

A kiss with a fist is better than none ...


Lalalala

Ohoh break the lock if it done fit...

Oh ‘o’ oh

Then i set fire to our be ed...

Sweet i feel the love being buried deep beneath my skin, soaring through my blood and that’s the price i pay. I wont let you do this to me because i am strong, to the world are you listening me, yes me i am strong so get you filthy hand off me and let me go. Go flying through water. I open my eyes to see so quit spoiling my view with your ugly faces. I am always louder on the inside. See me some body see me. Stretch, Speak too me! Your the drum beat to my life and the water to my lungs. I want to kiss the sun because the sun kisses me. My honey bees swing from the trees and they taste so sweet, trickle down me and make me happy like most foods can please help. Dear music never stop. Age catch me up if you can i will never be defeated i will live forever and a day. When i am wrinkled with age and hunched over with wisdom call me and tell me you love me. ILoveYou. I will run like no ones watching just to hear the wind rushing through my ears. Every body Scream. Always standing just run away. Always and forever. My sweet cherry drop hit the floor and make it crack. I am me to the world. Don’t you give me any lip i am a legend. I will be the death of you because i am strong when you reach the brick wall around me try and climb it and i’ll add another, you can not ever reach me so stop trying. I am better stronger i have never needed any one but me so what’s changed my marshmallow dumplings?

I just want to live!!

When I AM ANGRY or pissed off I write. When I am overall happy and excited I write. I use words to show case my feelings. My concern is the world and that’s my ocean. The whole world lying at my feet and me, of all people, can pick and chose. My words chosen carefully like the beautiful patterns on butterflies, roaming and free wheeling. Life cruses through my veins. You have to feel things from the inside, standing outside and really feeling the wind moving through you and listening intently to the birds singing and just feeling. I just want to feel.

oh fuck you all

bad times not liking the sticky situation i have got myself into, i  need food, bed and a job see you soon xx