Friends
Do we need them?
Sure we do, but only the good ones!
Whats the point in having friends if all they do is talk out you and gossip about areas of your own life, who needs them kind of friends? not me. So many cracks in the ball the light soon starts to shine through and people soon start to show their true colour. /good or bad?/
Always Bad?
Always Good?
Sometimes Cold?
Never Should?
Who makes the rules, in this place! something i will never understand, what person in this world puts themselves higher than anyone else to judge and say 'you can do this' 'you cant do that', does it make for a better world, where do answers come from and who made money, someone who wanted to cause trouble someone who wanted class division? who knows!
Questions i will take to my grave, secrets too.
What purpose is there of this world, the life of me and you?
About Me
Wednesday, 10 February 2010
Tuesday, 9 February 2010
Sweet
Lmao today has been very mad, i really do think i got pulled out of every lesson today no joke lmao so, flowers, food and all things sweet i wish the blogger's of the world a Good Night xx
Saturday, 6 February 2010
Dare to be Different
So these days everything is happening all at once, that's what it feels like, things can’t happen fast enough. I have so many things floating around my mind i should really jot them down, which i suppose that is what a blog is for, but lately i haven't even had time to do that. Despite this i am always finding new things to do. It’s nice these days to spend time with friends, family and Steven (it’s funny how he falls into his own category).
So then, i really like the crisp air nowadays the way it nips at your nose the time to hug people and drink tea. Even though i am not a huge fan of the cold i still like this time of the year, i feel it can go one of two ways, it can bring people closer or drive people apart. I lack motivation. I have motivation. I feel loyal and devoted to my work. People are worrying me also at the moment, people who have so much to live for and are keeping secrets, failing to see how they are important. I need to see these people more often.
It actually makes me physically sick when people want things they cannot have and just expect them to happen without them taking any course of action or not working for their things. It is strange how people think they can have whatever they want whenever they want it. I don’t like people who think they know me when they clearly don’t and i do not express all of my private life to the public, like most people who don’t, there are just something’s that should be kept behind closed doors. So some people don’t know me and do not understand me and it is these people that never will.
We are doing this poem in English called ‘Defying Gravity’ it has really opened my eyes and i do really like it however depressing people may think it is.
Having nothing to do is the most tedious thing in the world. Things may annoy you. You may break down. You always have to remember that there is so poor bastard out there who is much worse than you, and that my friend is what they call life.
Note To Self: May i also add, very quickly to what has been an extensive rant, that being head girl is harder than it looks, but very, very worth it! :D
Here is a picture of my Winter Wonders, I know what you’re thinking, mad to wear a skirt, in this weather? But note that is completed with a long cardigan, thick black tights and a scarf, you got to dare to be different, Right?
This picture is of Vanessa’s charm bracelet, a totally stunning family air loom. I love how the focus is on the charm at the back. For me it says that something’s can be right in your face and they are all you see but if you look a little bit closer and focus you can see something beautiful something back from the rest , like a diamond in the rough. (And also the iPod in the far background which has grown to be Vanessa’s trade mark!)
This final picture is a sample of cakes my mom created from a cake sale in our school, i have decided to make little thing to sells to people for valentines’ day and these cakes are just too cute... Enjoy!
So then, i really like the crisp air nowadays the way it nips at your nose the time to hug people and drink tea. Even though i am not a huge fan of the cold i still like this time of the year, i feel it can go one of two ways, it can bring people closer or drive people apart. I lack motivation. I have motivation. I feel loyal and devoted to my work. People are worrying me also at the moment, people who have so much to live for and are keeping secrets, failing to see how they are important. I need to see these people more often.
It actually makes me physically sick when people want things they cannot have and just expect them to happen without them taking any course of action or not working for their things. It is strange how people think they can have whatever they want whenever they want it. I don’t like people who think they know me when they clearly don’t and i do not express all of my private life to the public, like most people who don’t, there are just something’s that should be kept behind closed doors. So some people don’t know me and do not understand me and it is these people that never will.
We are doing this poem in English called ‘Defying Gravity’ it has really opened my eyes and i do really like it however depressing people may think it is.
Having nothing to do is the most tedious thing in the world. Things may annoy you. You may break down. You always have to remember that there is so poor bastard out there who is much worse than you, and that my friend is what they call life.
Note To Self: May i also add, very quickly to what has been an extensive rant, that being head girl is harder than it looks, but very, very worth it! :D
Here is a picture of my Winter Wonders, I know what you’re thinking, mad to wear a skirt, in this weather? But note that is completed with a long cardigan, thick black tights and a scarf, you got to dare to be different, Right?
This picture is of Vanessa’s charm bracelet, a totally stunning family air loom. I love how the focus is on the charm at the back. For me it says that something’s can be right in your face and they are all you see but if you look a little bit closer and focus you can see something beautiful something back from the rest , like a diamond in the rough. (And also the iPod in the far background which has grown to be Vanessa’s trade mark!)
This final picture is a sample of cakes my mom created from a cake sale in our school, i have decided to make little thing to sells to people for valentines’ day and these cakes are just too cute... Enjoy!
Tuesday, 2 February 2010
I've always wanted this.
Its not a dream anymore, its worth fighting for!
This one, Buckatree Hall Hotel if that's what you can call it
...or...
This one, The Park House Hotel, complete with friendly staff, fresh interior and very photogenic scenery...
No competition? ha that's what i thought! xx
This one, Buckatree Hall Hotel if that's what you can call it
...or...
This one, The Park House Hotel, complete with friendly staff, fresh interior and very photogenic scenery...
No competition? ha that's what i thought! xx
Monday, 1 February 2010
oh
My mom used to wear glasses bigger than her head lol well not literally :D
i am watching head over heals and i need a cup of tea, night night xx
i am watching head over heals and i need a cup of tea, night night xx
Sunday, 31 January 2010
16 weeks left x
i need a prom dress
i need motivation
and i could do with some food
having said that... i really don't need anything right now i am happy just being me and that's just it. :D
i have spoken to Yas today finally and she is coming up in the Feb half term i have also had the joys of speaking to the lovely Vanessa and also speaking to Steven. Its funny how all the people i love surround me, its funny how i don't need to talk to people for ages then pick up the phone and its like we have never been away i love it. sweet thoughts surround me and so I'm going to bed to enter the land of nod and hope for another great day in the morning, night night xxx
i need motivation
and i could do with some food
having said that... i really don't need anything right now i am happy just being me and that's just it. :D
i have spoken to Yas today finally and she is coming up in the Feb half term i have also had the joys of speaking to the lovely Vanessa and also speaking to Steven. Its funny how all the people i love surround me, its funny how i don't need to talk to people for ages then pick up the phone and its like we have never been away i love it. sweet thoughts surround me and so I'm going to bed to enter the land of nod and hope for another great day in the morning, night night xxx
Saturday, 30 January 2010
Cause i'd get a thousand hugs from ten thousand lightning bugs!
Saturday
Sunday
all the way through to Monday, yeah sleep time.
I think maybe i should do something productive? or not!
need to sort:
English coursework
New College application
PROM!
Room
People (mina)
Yesterday was fun at the peer mentoring training, i love everyone talking and sharing ideas it was nice to have a day off school and spend time with people.
Friday, 29 January 2010
Sunday, 24 January 2010
Without being disrespectfull?!
This weekend has been slow really in a fast kind of way. I went up town on saturday and then worked a shift and today i have been shopping will the lovely mom and sister jess and ellie did well at swimming and then tonight i watched 'year 1' with my dad so nice i am tired so i should be off good night to the world xxx
Monday, 18 January 2010
Things are looking up x
Its no longer funny any more like really silly nice how people are always in other peoples business when to be fair its none of their business! Its funny how im another year older and another year wiser and still people remain childish and bitchy pathetic to be honest! How people can actually sit their and comment and judge and lie to other people faces i hate people who are two faced! I have accepted that i am now 16 and that everything changes people will remain like this all of my life let downs and disappoints are part of life, having said this 'in the bum' i am still creaseing what a funny video and also 'knock knock its me' lol and despite this rant the good times are rolling xxx
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