Its Great :D

Bloody hell i really should keep these blogs up because i forget what has happened cant remember if i talked about that amazing night i had with my beautiful ladies?! Well if i didn't i had a really nice time staying up into the late hours of the morning 6/7ish that caught up with me, talking to the ladies was mint... its nice to have a second and even a third opinion we all brought some kick ass things, thanks guys x then on the Saturday i was at the town for 1 to get stuff for auntie jo's wedding, after an painful 4 hours we walked away with nothing, i was so tired :D the next day the weather was beautiful and my family decided to have a BBQ, so i invited Joshua along with aunt and uncle aka Claire and nick, had a very good time then after that we went to the pub with the next door/over the road and had a hold of the beautiful twins. then Monday came, we have a week of so i decide to tidy my room and wardrobe's that took all day and part of Tuesday they i went to get the shoes for the wedding, 5 and a half perfect fit, thank god! then went to see my nan to try all the stuff on together... looking good :D then about 3.30ish we went to pick josh up and really we just chilled it was nice we went to a Field to play tennis and i really was terrible damn it... then i took him to meet my great nan and grandad (josh: 'the German on??!') then on the way back the car completely broke down nothing was working i was like shit we have no luck with cars what so ever and now it is Wednesday i did the other half of the wardrobe and i have worn dresses and skirts since i lost my jeans last week some time, now i have found most of my jeans but don't want to go back to them so i wont lol i might go and do something productive and creative in a minute, i need the bluet stuff... so i am off x

p.s
Kim i am sure that things will come in time, it might just be a case of waiting... you and Connor are so right together after what happened before he wouldn't do anything to jeopardise his position as 'your boy' ... some dreams are just dreams. what you are thinking at that time, or in that day reflects when you sleep!?? i think that you are on about Kelly making a move but to be honest Kim i dint think she would ever have the nerve and Connor would never fuck up his chances. Time is good for you to reflect but don't look to deep because you begin to question yourself. as long as you are happy?! just ask yourself that, are you happy with your life at the minute. YOU are going to have soooo many opportunities in life just hold your head up high and don't worry, you are very talented and that will pay for itself babe. I hope this sorta helped hun, i am always here to talk a load of shit about life... love you girl so much :) :) :) xoxo