Thursday 29th January 2009

Ok so, as i sit her on my bed i wonder what to write, i wonna talk about life on a whole. Some say that life is a bitch, others say that life is a gift and something that all should be proud of, but lets face it life is like a giant mood swing!! still pondering on what to write. School, it hit me now that i have one year left. Not that it is a bad thing. I am shocked how, despite being in year 10, how childish everyone remains! Most are judging people around them, some are kind and understanding other hold back there true feelings and the rest are just scared to leave the comfort zone of there friends and put themselves out there. Whereas i will find joy in the smallest things, anything brings a smile to my face, laughing is what gets me through my day when all i can wait is for it to end, so lauging fits help to raise the bar on life. I love it when i get cute texts from the people i love, the ones i dont delete! I also love it when i catch certain people looking over at me, even on the darkest of times no money weather is rubbish, it puts a beam on my face and i am on a high for the rest of the day. Arguments make me upset and angry, so i have tried a new approch and putting poeple on mute really works, note to all: you can only do with alot of will power. loving all my friendds at the minute sorry if i seem off i am just unwell and trying to get better LOVE YOU ALL ..x sorry if i have had a go or made you think 'shut up'
so talked way to long until i can be bothered to to this again or just get some spare time
and sorry for any mistake i have made i just dont wonna read through it all again! until next time


XOXO (Gossip Girls__)