Rebecca May Hill

i know. today has been lovely just chilling with kim wondering around the shops and in the gardens up town the weather has been great again and wearing a skirt proved to be a good decision. Eating loads of junk never going to be healthy with kim around. Last minute we decide kim should stay and so she is :) We had chocolate fondue and took loads of pictures lol it's nice to just talk about everything. hey it has been nine years today since my grandad died, so much has changed since then i  have changed since then for the better i hope but not the family, they are still shit. so much can happen in one single year, things happen and before you know it a year has gone, then two and then bang its been nine years since you sat alone in a smoky club watching people drink their lives away looking for all of the answers at the bottom of a bottle, nine years since you have seen the people you love fall to peices and cry, nine years since you have noticed everything changed, nine years since you watched you grandad being lowered six foot under and never coming back. too much too young. i miss you. & understand you are never coming back. loveyou xxx